Plans....

Welp...

Plans could go wrong sometimes.

But, when it all went as planned, you can say loudly, "LIKE A BOSS!".

Well, for me, not yet.

I missed the date, the day and such.

Plans are ruined because of a stupid calendar.

So, today I hope I could fix it all back.

Hopefully....

Bike problem .

Sigh*

Early morning complaints....

Well, just now I went to take out the CBR's battery to be taken to be charged.

Then, I realized all my friends said that the CBR's butt is tilted or should I say 'senget'.

Anyway, I took out the side fairings to find out why.

Then, there's a rod that supports the pillion (back rider or passenger) is broken.

I was like, okay....

Sigh...Need to go to a welding store to weld that thing back together but then again, the battery has been sent to the workshop.

I can't start the bike.

Sigh.....

So, I've decided to go and pick up the roadtax first then then pick up the battery then go weld the damn thing back together.

Easy?

I don't think so.

Need some extra cash to do all those things.

BIG SIGH*

Motorcycle Vlogging.

Wassup wassup wassup dudes and dudettes.

Yeah, I'm still alive.

Still kickin' the road....not really.

Well, the roadtax for the CBR died actually.

For almost a month now.

But 2 days ago, I went to renew it.

It costs about RM17++!

Can you believe that?!

Anyway, let's forget about that for now.

Today, I just wanna tell you guys that Andre started vlogging.

Motorcycle VLOGGING!

What's vlogging?

It's Video Blogging.

Like Anwar Hadi and Mat Luthfi but on motorcycle.

You get the picture.

So, please check out his channel and videos.

I'll put a link to his video.

Again, if you have a YouTube account please subscribe to him.

Thanks.

Having fun?

I don't wanna start a blog war here but just a simple message to you.
Please, please oh, please look at yourself.
Are you proud being like that?
You like what you did?
You're not even 18 and you're like, wanna hang out every time.
You're a woman.
Be a woman!
Don't be an idiot and think what your responsibilities are.
You're in college.
Wooo!  Time to have fun! Let's hang out together!
Seriously?
You're just saying.
Yeah I get it.
If you said it then that means you want it!
Look at your language when you're writing your blogs!
I mean, are you proud with that?
Seeing a woman talking or writing like that.
Seriously.
It's your life and I don't have rights for you?
Well, I am your boyfriend right?
Still not enough?
Well, I don't wanna get into the religious part cause I know you'll be like, yeah yeah fine.
See?


OPEN YOUR EYES
OPEN YOUR MIND

Look at yourself

You didn't understand even when I told you a lot of times.
I asked you to read your blogs (note the S) and to look at yourself.


Do I need to explain?


First of, you are a woman.
That's the first clue.


Still don't get it?
Well then, probably you're not a woman at all.

What's more important?

I'm sick of everything.

I'm tired of drama.

I hate everything that happens.

I ask you ONE more fucking time.

Are you DONE having fun?

Or  are you still wanna go out with your friends and have fun?

NO, I'm not saying you're desperate.

NO, you wouldn't understand even if I tell everything to you.

You need to UNDERSTAND.

WHY CAN'T YOU DO THAT?!

WHY?

Now, I tell you one more time.

If you're not done having fun with your 'friends', DO NOT EVER come to me UNTIL you understand what I mean.

Still don't understand? 

Here's what I mean.

If you still in your own WORLD and just wanna LEPAK, KAROK, MAKAN AIS KRIM and what the fuck you always do, DON'T ever come to me until you stop doing it.

And FUCK NO, it doesn't mean if you did it today or yesterday or whenever the fuck you did, it's about YOU NEED TO STOP DOING IT!

NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT THE FUCK I'M TALKING ABOUT? HUH?!

Well, now that I told you, I guess you won't think anymore right?

Oh well, you never do.

Look at yourself.

Are you proud doing those things?

Are you?!

Oh guess what?

I guess you DO because You like doing those things!

Well, I guess I don't have to give a fuck anymore.

Because if you have read till this far, you SHOULD UNDERSTAND.

I'm sorry because I have to use the word FUCK in this one because I just don't give a FUCK anymore! 

So long fuckers!

The Death of Marco Simoncelli aka SuperSic

Today, something tragic had happened in the world of motorcycle racing.
Marco Simoncelli or also known as SuperSic, died at Sepang International Circuit or we just call it Sepang due to his injuries from crashing.
It was a sad moment when I saw him crashed.
I was surprised when I saw him crashed.
I was hoping he would get up and walk away.
But he didn't.
I thought he was unconscious and hoping he could recover after.
When the race was cancelled, I knew something was wrong.
I saw some guy talking to each racer at the pit.
Seeing their face and thinking to myself "Is he dead?".
After I got to the internet, I was shocked about how right I was.
I felt like I wanna cry.
I felt like I wanna die.
Because I just saw a guy died in live tv.
It was very tragic!
He crashed on the 2nd lap.
At first, he fell from his bike but still trying to hang on to his bike.
But the bike gone swerving to Colin Edwards's and Valentino Rossi's path and got slammed by BOTH of them.
His helmet flew off right after the crash and he was sliding unconsciously on the track.
YES. His helmet FLEW off.
He died at such young age of 24 years old.
Anyway, the world of motorcycle racing will all mourn for his death.
Goodbye SuperSic.
We will miss you.

The amazing flying exhaust silencer.

It's near!

It's near!!
What's near?!
It's fucking near!!
What's fucking near?!
Aarrrrghhh!!!
A bit too much eh?


Lol.


Don't worry, I'm still fine at the moment.


So, what's near?
It's our anniversary.
3rd of November on Wednesday at 11.45 pm.
Hell yeah I remembered it!
Never forget about it.


Am I nervous?
Fuck YEAH!
We're gonna be together for 1 year now!
Am I happy?
Girl, you don't know how happy I am.


And this is our FIRST picture on our FIRST date.


That's all for today. Tata~

I CRASHED......Again!

I know right?
But nothing serious.
Just scrapped my right knee.
Pretty bad......
That's the only damage.
Oh, and a bruise on my left hips.
What happened?
I had a low side crash when trying to go for a corner.
Don't understand?
Of course.
You guys are not riders.
It means the rear tyre went sliding when I'm taking a corner which causing the bike to fall...along with me that is.
It wasn't my bike.
It was Andre's.
Poor him.
I crashed his bike like, 2 times already.
Wanna see the pictures?
Ahh...I'm too lazy to upload it.
Just go to my Tumblr to see it.
Or my Facebook.

My Photography Tumblr.

As the title says, I made a Tumblr for 'my' photography thingy.
I like photography but NOT editing pictures.
I like natural pictures because if you can get an amazing picture without editing, you ARE one truly amazing photographer.
Well, that's my point of view.
Nobody cares right?
Anyway, don't forget to drop by and follow me on Tumblr (if you have one).


www.hizmanhishamphotography.tumblr.com/

Sorry guys!

Sorry guys.
I truly am.
I haven't updated this blog a long time.
It's just that I don't have any fucking idea what to write.
Well, I'm writing down soon so wait for the next post! =D

Is this blog still alive?

Hey yaaa guys!
Yeah the blog is still alive.
But, I'm not.
*awkward silence*

Bahaha!
Just kidding.
Of course I'm still alive.
Lately I've been busy with my life.
Never got the chance to update my blogs and my vlogs.

*He's lying. He had all the time but he's just lazy!*

Shuh!!
Damn you evil side.
Okay, you got me.
I was too lazy actually.
I got nothing to say.
Blank!
Complete blank!!
Even when I wanna make a vlog, it just turns into a riding video.
By the way, my English is getting worst and worst.
I need to start over.
Anyone care to come and talk English with me?
Ha? Ha?
Nobody?
*epic sad face*

Anyway, just wanna make sure that you guys know that I'm still alive and kickin'.

Oh, by the way, me and other biker guys planned on going to Cameron Highlands this Saturday.
I wish I could go if I had the money.
*sad face*
Really wanna go.
I hope I could go if one of the riders sponsored my fuel.
Just my fuel.
I don't care about foods!

Uh...

Maybe that's all?

See ya!

Guess who?

Isn't she pretty when she wears the scarf?
I've fallen in love again and again as I see her wear it.
But, she's not wearing it when going out. :(
She doesn't know how much I love seeing her like this.
Seriously, who could resist?
Agreed?
Comment please.

Crashes Pics

I crashed my bike!!

Raya room cleaning up.

Yeaaaaahhh....
I just cleaned my room!
And it's beautiful!
Well, not really.
Yup, I just did it just now.
At 5.30 a.m.
Right after sahur.

Have a look at these pics.

BEFORE




AFTER

Ride berbuka puasa at Alor Star

Hey guys.
Phew..
I'm exhausted right now.
I just got back from a ride at about 12 pm just now.
Man..what a ride.
Although I was just a passenger, but man, it really was tiring.
I rode with my friend, Jebat (not a real name) and man, he rode pretty fast.
He didn't even ducked when speeding.
If it was me, I would surely has ducked.
We ate at one of our buddy's restaurant at Stargate Tesco near Alor Star Southern Toll.
What did I eat?
I ate some oranges,some oblongs, sandwiches and spagetti!
It was okay.
We all only have to pay RM5 each.
Talk about CHEAP!
Anyway, then we head to Nasi Kandar Nasmir.
Still in Alor Star.
After a cup of Teh Tarik, we head to Dataran Alor Star.
Man!
It has such a nice view.
Why did I say that?
It was the first time I went there.
I didn't go on any holidays with my family.
So, I decided to go by myself.
Easy right?
Yeah!
Oh, why did I become a passenger tonight?
Well, the CBR had to go to the workshop.
Actually, it's already done but my dad didn't pick it up yet.
I can't because by the time it is done I was already with the groups.
So, after we had some pics taken, we head back home.
One of our rider had some coolant leaking problem with his ER6n.
But, eventually we all got home safe and sound.
That's the most important thing right?
Yup.
Anyway, I'm off.
Tired.
Gotta rest.
See ya.

Pay up!

Seriously, I hate waiting.

Hey guys.

Like I said, I hate waiting.

I have to wait till 20th August to get my pay?

Damn it!

Now what I'm gonna do?

Find another job and get paid LATE again?

How do you think I'm gonna survive?

Damn you Parkson!

Damn you all!

I wanna help my dad pay up the CBR's installment.

But, now what?

My dad probably paid it already.

Well, I'm still gonna give it to him anyway.

Anyway, it's Ramadhan.

I have to be patience right?

Yeah...

Dang....

Anyway, Andre just got his new bike.

I thought about making a video about it.

But, since his friends were there, I didn't make any.

Why?

I was embarrassed of course.

Well, his bike is more powerful than Amer's.

REALLY powerful.

First and second gear could lift up the front tyre.

His bike got 3 modes.

Economy,Power and Normal.

Normal is where you ride like a normal bike.

Economy(ECO), well, you guessed it, it's for economical ride.

Saves more fuel. and less power.

Power(PWR), you get the point right?

Anyway, his bike is awesome.

Kinda like it.

Very light and nimble around corners.

Smooth gearing.

Best of all, it is a 6-SPEED(gears) super cub.

No other cubs could have 6-speed.

Clutch sensor is a bit annoying.

You have to pull in the clutch or you can't start the bike.

Vibration.

A bit rough.

But not a problem.

My only complain is, the rear seat is just too tiny!

I guess the bike is designed only to rode by a person.

No pillion is allowed.

Well, you could ride it.

But you WILL complain about it.

Lights,signals,dash are all good.

I'm kinda jealous because my dad's CBR doesn't have any rev light.

But he did.

It was cool yo!

LoL.

The oil cooled,DOHC 150cc engine really did the job.

Very powerful.

But it gets hot easily.

I mean, even the screws get hot because of the heat from the engine!

But, not a problem.

Who wants to touch it anyway?

Unless they want to get rid of the cover suits.

Did I just made a review?

Well, I think so.

Well, see ya guys.

Might make another review.

Come and join me!

To those who wants to make more money, please come and join me!
We'll both make more money.
Click here

Come and join me!
Ask your friends to join too!

Japanese

男ねえ。
ちょうどGoogle翻訳いじり。
それは楽しみです！
まあ、それは本当に。
だから、どうしたのEHですか？
よく、私のバディ、アンドレは、新しい自転車を撮影する！
それは別の国にスズキBelang Rやスズキレイダーと呼ばれています。
彼は彼のために家にそれを取るために私に尋ねた。
なぜ？
彼は、もちろん、ないライセンスを持っていない。
彼はコーナリングについて彼を教えるために私に尋ねた。
ついに！
DUDE！
あなたは、アンドレ素晴らしいです。
私はなりますし、私はあなたを最大限にお教えします。
つまり、私は約束します。
彼は路上で膝をドラッグして参照するのを待つことができない。
LOL。
まあ、それは今のところすべてです。
屋を参照してください。

Can't understand?

Otoko ne e. Chōdo Google hon'yaku-ijiri. Sore wa tanoshimidesu! Mā, sore wa hontōni. Dakara, dō shita no EHdesu ka? Yoku, watashi no badi, andore wa, atarashii jitensha o satsuei suru! Sore wa betsu no kuni ni suzuki Belang R ya suzukireidā to yoba rete imasu. Kare wa kare no tame ni ie ni sore o toru tame ni watashi ni tazuneta. Naze? Kare wa, mochiron, nai raisensu o motte inai. Kare wa kōnaringu nitsuite kare o oshieru tame ni watashi ni tazuneta. Tsuini! DUDE! Anata wa, andore subarashiidesu. Watashi wa narimasushi, watashi wa anata o saidaigen ni o oshie shimasu. Tsumari, watashi wa yakusoku shimasu. Kare wa rojō de hiza o doraggu shite sanshō suru no o matsu koto ga dekinai. LOL. Mā, sore wa ima no tokoro subetedesu. Ya o sanshō shite kudasai.

Can't understand?

Hey guys.

Just messing around with google translate.

It's fun!

Well, not really.

So, what's up eh?

Well, my buddy, Andre, will be taking a new bike!

It's called Suzuki Belang R or Suzuki Raider on another country.

He asked me to take it home for him.

Why?

He got no license, of course.

He asked me to teach him about cornering.

Finally!

DUDE!

You're awesome, Andre.

I will and I will teach you to the fullest.

THAT, I promise.

Can't wait to see him dragging knees on the street.

LoL.

Well, that's all for now.

See ya.

Long time no seeeeeeeeee!

HEEYYYAAAAAA!
LONG TIME NO SEE!
Damn, I miss you guys.
Well, not really.
LoL.
Sorry I didn't update for a long time.
It's just that I didn't have enough time to do so.
Came home from work and went straight out to meet up with other bikers every night.
That's what I've been doing since like what, 3 weeks?
Darn...
My vlogs also is not active for a long time.
Longer than this blog.
Anyway, I'm quitting my job on 31st July.
I'll be getting my pay on 20th August or such.
What I'm gonna do with the money?
The plan is I'm getting a new helmet, pair of gloves and knee and elbow guards.
I'll be giving my dad rm200 for him to pay off the installment for the CBR.
I think that's it.
Maybe I'll be going for some rides.
It's almost Ramadhan already.
WOOO!
Anyway, I'm ok with my gf.
We didn't broke up.
Enough is enough right?
Thanks.
See ya guys later! :D

From now on

Hey guys.

So, from now on I'll be quiet about her.

I won't say anything about her.

Not just in this blog but on Facebook too.

If she's saying I'm complaining much, lets see how would she know about me later.

I won't complain anymore but, it doesn't mean everything is alright again.

What's wrong dude?

Heyya guys.
So, just wanna tell you guys what happened to me at work today.
Well, nothing actually.
But, since Kak Hani was on day off and the other girls were far away from me, I got nobody else to talk to.
So, today was kinda lonely.
In that lonely blankness, I almost cried because I was thinking about her.
My thoughts were really messed up because of me thinking about her.
I can't think about something else.
Good thing Kak Mun came later at about 9 p.m.
Well, at least there's somebody still remember me.
She came with her sister.
We talked, like always.
I can't really say anything tonight.
Why?
I'm too depressed.
I can't hold on for too long anymore.
If you're reading this Intan (no more hiding), give your answer/decision.
Everything is in your hand now.
If you want to end this, I'll be prepared.
Your belongings will be returned.
I can't keep all these things anymore.
Just send me an sms whether you want this to end or you want to save our relationship.
But, I just wanna say, if you want our relationship to be saved, you have to mean it.
If you're just saying, then, I won't let you.
It's no use to save our relationship if you're not even trying.
I can't do it alone.
Not anymore.
You got 5 more days to respond and fix everything(if you want to save the relationship).
Thanks.
For everything.

Cromok - Another You cover

Enjoy!

Forget

I never forget what you did because I always forget what I did.
I never forget what you said because I always forget what I said.
I never forget what you give because I always forget what I gave.
I never forget when you said I love You because I always forget when was the last time I said the same.
I never forget how much you love me because I always forget to love you back.
I never forget how did you break my heart because I always forget how did I break your's.

When in love, we always think about ourselves.
When in love, happiness comes before pain and suffering.
When in love, we pretend to care.
When in love, we all have a story to share.
When in love, it all ends with suffering.

True love would go through all that and survive just to tell the how beautiful it is.
If we could not cope with all of these, then we won't deserve a true LOVE.

Don't fucking complain?

Hello everybody.
This is to you guys who thinks I'm such a jerk.
Complain everything in this blog.
Well, you guys know what?
FUCK YOU!

This is my blog.
I've told everybody that this blog is where I let go of my feelings and stress!
If you're saying I like to complain, well sir, go and shoot yourself in the head.
Please.

FYI, I got nobody else to talk to and nobody wants to listen to me.
Not like you guys, I only have this blog to let go of my feelings.
If you got a problem with that, please, click UN-FOLLOW.
Got that?
Good!

The final blow

Hello guys.
Tomorrow I'll be going to work at 9 a.m and I don't think I could write it all by that time.
So, I'm updating right now.
So, tomorrow the fair for the company I'm working for is gonna pack everything and I'll be moving upstairs.
Goodbye everybody.
LoL.
Anyway, I just did the final blow.
What is it?
I just said that I gave her just one week to fix everything.
If not, then bye bye.
You get the point right?
I've been thinking after I wrote everything that she did and everything that I hate, she still doesn't know!
What the fuck is that bullshit?
Well, whatever!
I think I just proved that she didn't even read my blog.
I think I just wasted my time writing all those things!
You know what dear?
THANK YOU!

My life is full of bullshits.

Sambungan

Selamat sejahtera semua.
Kali ini saya mahu menulis dalam Bahasa Melayu sekali lagi kerana orang yang saya sayang ni tak baca pun apa yang saya tulis.
Tadi balik kerja dalam keadaan penat.
Balik balik buka Facebook.
Buka buka Facebook, NAH!
Banyaknya gambar tagged si dia itu.
Saya ingatkan apa, rupanya ada event.
Saya ingat dia keluar pergi bersosial ka apa lah tadi.
Tak apalah.
Tengok la profile member member dia.
Ada gambar gambar dia lagi.
Tapi itu gambar lama lah.
Gambar dia pergi ke Pulau Pinang untuk buat 'assignment' tu.
Gambar apa yang ada dalam tu?
Tak banyak.
Ada gambar dia dengan member member, gambar dia posing depan kereta 'old school' dan gambar gambar mereka berkaraoke.
Apa?!
Karaoke?!
Ya.
Macam yang saya dah cerita dekat Kak Mun, saya lebih suka perempuan kampung.
Kenapa?
Perempuan kampung lebih simple dan pandai menjaga tatasusila mereka.
Secara jujurnya, saya tak suka perempuan yang suka bersosial (ramai kawan kawan lelaki itu tak apa) dan berkerjaya.
Kenapa?
Perempuan yang bersosial lebih mudah untuk terjebak dalam dunia kehancuran.
Kenapa saya tak suka perempuan berkerjaya?
Sebab anak anak dan kerja di rumah akan terabai.
Cuba anda semua fikirkan betul betul.
Anda mahu anak anak kita hancur kerana kita mengabaikan tanggungjawab kita?
Orang yang sepatutnya memberikan pembelajaran kepada anak adalah kita sendiri.
Cikgu memberi pembelajaran untuk diri mereka mencapai cita cita.
Tapi pengajaran yang mereka peroleh dari kita adalah untuk berjaya dalam kehidupan.
Ok, kembali kepada tajuk.
Saya mengaku banyak kali dah.
Saya ni seorang yang kuat CEMBURU.
Bayangkan anda ni saya.
Anda ternampak banyak gambar gambar si dia dengan member member dia yang bercampur laki dan perempuan.
Apa yang anda tengok dulu?
Mesti lah dia kan?
Seterusnya orang yang di sebelahnya.
Kan?
Bila kita tengok sebelah dia ada lelaki yang kita tak kenal lepas itu duduk rapat rapat.
Apa yang anda akan rasa?
Mesti lah CEMBURU, kan?
Ok, mungkin tidak sebab anda bukan macam saya.
Patutkah saya sambung panjang panjang?
Tak perlu rasanya.
Sekian.

To all those people that just knew me

Hello guys.
Welcome to my blog again.
In this post I'm gonna say a few things that most of you already know.
But, this is for my new friends at my workplace.
Anyway, I'm really not that good (if you think I'm a good person).
I'm hot tempered and VERY easy to get mad and angry.
Few people know this but I'm very jealousy.
Not jealous of rich and wealthy and have a good life people.
I meant I could be jealous at a person that I like or love.
You get the point right?
I'm not strong.
I'm not energetic.
I'm not a sports person (I don't play any sports).
I'm shy.
Don't like to be cheated eventhough I trust everything I hear (that's why I hate being cheated or lied).
I don't like to fight.
I don't like quarreling in public.
My voice is not good when I sing.
If I was too angry or mad, my hand could easily be on your face.
My hobby is writing blogs and riding motorcycle (maybe you already knew that).
I'm taken.
Yes, taken.
Not single, ladies.

I have to go out now.
I'll continue later.
Later dude and dudess!

Ops!

On my previous post I forgot to mention Kak Mun!
Okay.
Kak Mun (always mess with her, she's the only one that's only one year older from me, cute and fun to mess with).

Very long eh?
Of course.
To make it up for forgetting her yesterday.

She's very cute. Seriously.
If I'm not with somebody I could really fall for her. LoL.
Hahaha!
Kidding.

See ya, wouldn't wanna be ya.

I don't want to die!

Hey , hello, hi, sawadikap and everything else.
So, how's my day at work?
Not so good.
Why?
My legs keeps on aching and with me lack of sleeps making my progress a bit slow.
I used to give smile a lot.
Now, not so much.
I talk a lot too!
I talk with (most of the time) Kak Simaa (don't know the real spelling, sorry! talked about saka!) , Kak Irah (cute,cute :D), Kak Farha (nice and very fun to talk too), Kak Hani (very matured and fun too).
I rarely talk to Kak Mirah and Kak Ifah.
Sorry!
Okay Kak Simaa.
There you go.
Don't kill me!

How

Another 'poem' by me.
Not really.

How could I be the one when you're looking at number two.
How could I win your heart when you're losing you're trust.
How could I catch you when you're not falling for me.
How could I be there when you're not here.
How could I be your star when you're chasing the moon.
How could I answer when you're not asking.
How could I tell when you're not listening.
How could I try when you're not looking.
How could I prove when you're denying.
How could I trust when you're lying.
How could I fly when you're not the wing.
How could I sail when you're not the wind.
How could I follow when you're not leading.
How could I say something when you're listening something.

HOW?
Thanks.

Today

Hello hello hello.
So, what happened today?
NOTHING!
Went to work at 1 o'clock noon and there's not many customer!
I was talking a lot when working and I mean A LOT!
Me, Kak Farha, Kak Irah, Kak Mirah and Kak Syima. (Kak Ifah and Kak Hani didn't talk a lot like we did) were talking all day.
I think our relationship when working are very good now.
But, hey, I'm the youngest there.
I have a lot to learn from them.
So, today, basically nothing much happened to me.

Here's a song called Today by Smashing Pumpkins.
An old song.

Song for you guys

Before I go to work today, just wanna give you guys some good musics to listen to.
It's because less people listen to GOOD music.
Btw, to anyone that doesn't know, I HATE JUSTIN BIEBER, period.





Enjoy!

TTS

Hello guys and girls.
I don't think there's any guys here. Heheh.
Ok ok.
Just now, after work, Jebat text me and said they're hanging out at Sup Gearbox.
So, I went there and had some drinks with them.
Before I went there, I was like, "I'm the youngest amongst them.I might be the most silent person there."
It was totally different!
I was the most big mouth! (I think)
Anyway, we all went back home at around 1.30 a.m just now.
YES, 1.30 a.m (morning).
Now I'm tired and want to get some sleep.
Now, you guys must be wondering what is TTS in the tittle right?


It stands for 'Teh Tarik Session'. Heheheh.

Okay, see you soon.

Miss me?

So you said you miss me.
I never saw that feeling anywhere.

1.Miss me?
Contact me.
2.I'm angry?
Persuade me.
3.Love me?
PROVE it.

Number 1 and 2 you never did.
How about number 3?
I don't think so.

If you're saying I don't want to text you, think again.
I've been waiting for the past 3 weeks for you to text me.
I know we were fighting for only about a week.
Before that did we text?
I don't think so.
If you don't have time for me.
If you don't want to persuade me.
If you don't even want to TRY to persuade.
PLEASE, just leave me.
It's better that way.
I AM BEING DEAD SERIOUS.
If you read this, it's your choice.
It's your life now.
Not mine.
It all depends on you.
Show that you love me.
If you really do that is.

I'll be waiting for the answer.

Happy 9th Month Anniversary

Happy 9th Month Anniversary, dear.
I know it's too early.
Should have been around 11.45 p.m.
But that time I will be dead tired.
So, that's it.

Work!

Hey guuuuyss!
I'm just a few more minutes just to go to work.
Just a quick update before I go to work.
My other blog is running smooth.
Well, sorta.
I got many ideas for it actually.
Kinda good.
Last night, my old friend was chatting with me.
She asked what would I feel when somebody talk badly about ourselves.
Well, I told her I know what feeling would that be because I've experienced it a lot longer than she has.
She called me when I was sleeping.
I didn't pick it up because I was fast asleep and it was in silent mode.
So, anyway, she didn't contact me for a long, long time.
Now when she needs me, she comes to me.
Well, basically I don't mind but..
Seriously?
No worries.
I don't care about it actually.
We are good friends anyway.
That's it I guess.
See ya!

New blog!

Since your responses were too late, I made the new blog!

http://kritikkandariaku.blogspot.com

Check it out and don't forget to follow!

Give me your opinion

Hey guys!
I just wanna ask you guys.
When I was at work just now, I was thinking about making another blog.
But this time in Malay.
It won't be about me.
But I'll be criticizing people,things,events or whatever I have in mind.
So, I want your opinion about it and I think it is a good idea.
Please all my viewer,that's Malay or whoever that can read Malay, give me your thoughts.
All ideas and thoughts will be credited and thanks to.
Thank you. :)

Berbahasa Melayu.

Sorry to my English viewers (if there's any), but this is in my language and to my people.
Check out my other blogs.
Okay, di sini saya nak berbahasa Melayu lah sikit.
Ini kali pertamalah saya berbahasa Melayu dalam blog saya ni.
Saya akan menggunakan bahasa buku berana saya tak suka shortform.
Merosakkan bahasa dan bangsa Melayu di dunia sejagat.
Okay.
Di sini saya nak memaki hamun sikitlah kan fasal apa yang berlaku kat dalam hidup saya sekarang ni.
Perkara pertama adalah, hal kekasih saya (awek) yang berlaku kira kira dua hari lepas.
Anda semua sepatutnya sudah tahu bahawa beliau pergi ke Pulau Pinang seperti yang saya tulis dalam blog sebelum sebelum ni.
Ok, apa yang saya tak puas hati?
Saya tulis dalam bahasa Melayu ni supaya semua boleh faham.
Sebab dah banyak kali saya tulis tapi ada yang tak faham.
Saya dah tak larat nak bermetafora lagi, jadi saya akan terus teranglah.
Saya masih tak faham kenapa beliau perlu pergi ke Pulau Pinang sebenarnya.
Alasan yang diberi hanya bertulis "tempat assignment tak boleh sama".
Sampai sekarang saya tak faham benda tu.
Jadi, kalau sesiapa faham tu tolong terangkan.
Lagi satu, saya tahu ini adalah kerja kumpulan (group work katanya), tapi apa yang saya tak setuju fasal tu adalah percampuran lelaki dan perempuan.
Kenapa?
Sebab saya jeles?
YA!
Saya dah cakap saya akan terus terang.OK?
Bukan sebab itu saja.
Disebabkan orang yang saya sayang tu adalah perempuan (saya bukan homoseksual ya) jadi, saya tak percayakan seorang lelaki pun yang berada di sekitar beliau walaupun kawan saya sendiri.
Kenapa?
Nafsu lelaki sangatlah berbahaya.
Kenapa saya cakap macam itu?
Saya lelaki, saya tahu.
Seterusnya, saya tak tahu jalan jalan di Pulau Pinang.
Kalau ada apa apa hal, saya tak boleh pergi tolong.
Saya ni bukanlah orang yang kuat imannya, tapi saya tak suka percampuran lelaki dan perempuan macam tu.
Saya agak terkejut.
Bukan agak tapi memang terkejut selepas mendapati ramai dari kalangan kawan kawannya adalah lelaki (yang pergi ke Pulau Pinang).
Cuba anda bayangkan.
Bagaimana kalau lelaki lelaki tersebut adalah orang yang bukan orang yang baik?
Apa akan terjadi?
Anda fikirkan sendiri.
Saya yang berada jauh dari mereka dan terutama sekali dari orang yang saya cintai itu tidak boleh berbuat apa apa dan hanya boleh menyesali insiden tersebut.
Mungkin anda dan kamu (orang yang tercinta) terfikir, "Alah, kau ni over ja. Mereka itu kawan saya. Saya percaya dengan mereka."
Ini saya nak bagi tahu, kamu ingat tak lagi apa yang berlaku kepada saya pada tahun lepas?
Kejadian yang menyebabkan saya merana seumur hidup disebabkan terlalu PERCAYA.
Ingat?!
Ingat lah!
Ya, saya mengongkong!
Ya, saya kuat cemburu!
Tapi, setelah saya memberi tahu banyak kali, kamu seolah olah tidak mengendahkannya.
Ok, sudah fasal tu.
Kemudian, apakah kamu berasa seronok berbuat hal sedemikian?
Dalam Facebook kamu saya tengok seronok tak sudah ya.
Ingatlah pada nasihat saya.
Hubungan kita tak stabil.
Kenapa kamu lebih pentingkan hal hal berikut berbanding hal hubungan kita?
Oh ya.
Kamu buat kerja.
Kamu ada banyak tugasan dari pensyarah pensyarah yang jarang masuk ke kuliah.
Baiklah.
Saya faham sangat sangat lah keadaan kamu itu.
Sebelum ia terlambat.
Kamu fikirkanlah.
Peluang sentiasa saya berikan.
Jangan sampai saya tutup peluang itu.
Pilihlah jalan yang kamu mahukan.
Jika tidak maka tidaklah.
Semua demi kebaikkan semua pihak.
Sampai di situ sahaja ucapan dalam bahasa Melayu saya dalam blog ini.
Jumpa di lain hari di lain masa.
Sekian.

Tired

Hey guys.
Three words.
Epic leg sore.
Yeap.
I had to stand for 5 straight hours and only getting one hour rest then continue another 5 hours of standing.
I wasn't too tired if it's not my legs.
They're the ones which makes me tired.
Anyway, my first day is kinda good.
But, a surprise came to me when one of the employee asked me my name.
When she knew my name, she asked "From the blog?".
I was like "Huh?How did you know?".
She said her sister is one of my reader.
I wonder who she is?
Hahaha.
No worries babe.
I met someone who I don't really know because I just call her Akak.
I asked her name and she said just call her that.
She's nice.
Very, very nice.
We get along quickly since she's the one who talk to me first.
If she didn't then I won't too.
HAHA!
Cute too.
Shuuuushhh....secret...
Hahaha.
Just kidding.
It seems like fun but my leg is making it not fun. T_T+

Having fun?

Ho ho ho ho.
Having fun girl?
Because I sure am didn't.
But still, you were just doing your 'assignments'.
Yeah, I get it.
No, really.
It's okay.




If you'd understand, it's not okay, okay?
Okay.
Yeah, I know.
You already told me you weren't there just to have fun.
I know, I know.
Then, get it done with.
I'm tired of all of this.
Too tired thinking about it, about you.
How hard I try to forget, but it seems too hard for me.
I'm just too tired about it (thinking).
Just incase you don't know, this is the way I send my messages.
This is how I do things in my life.
I'm not a direct face-to-face like you.
So, I hope you'd understand.
Bye bye bye bye bye bye.
No, seriously, bye.

Work,work,work

Hey guys.
So, today I'll be starting on my first day at work.
Gonna be awkward for a while but I'll get used to it in time.
I woke up pretty early today.
Ironed the clothes, drank some Nesvita and now still haven't bath yet.
How am I gonna do today?
I don't know a thing.
Shit.
I never did any jobs like this.
Infact, I never did any job at all.
So, this is what experience is right?
Right....
So, yeah.
I guess I could still blog, but not vlog.
I wish I could do both.
But, then again....
So, what else?
Oh yeah.
Thanks for not remembering me.
Just remember what day is gonna be this Sunday.
Okay? -not for you guys.-

If...

If you want me, come to me.
If you don't want me, let me go.
If you love me, find me.
If you hate me, ignore me.
If you miss me, contact me.
If you forget me, don't remember me.
If you lost, I'm your lead.
If you succeed, don't bother me.

I never had the chance.
I wish you would understand.
How much I love you.
Would you love me too?

Before it's too late,
I will regret.
My time won't be long,
And so does your's.
Before we die,
I'm dying to tell,
How much I love you.

This is not a poem.
But, my feelings.
Take it as anything you want.
But it will always be my feelings.

Today

Hey guys!!
So, today (Thursday) will be my final day as an unemployed person.
Tomorrow I'll be starting my job as a promoter at Parkson.
So, what I'm gonna do today?
I don't know.
I thought I'm gonna do a vlog today to tell that I won't be vlogging for a while because I can't bring my camera to work or it will be confiscated.
My working hours will be from 1 p.m to 10 p.m.
My camera won't work at night so I can't do anything.
So, I won't be blogging either.
Well, at daylights I won't. LoL.
So,what else?
Oh!
Our fight last night didn't turn out good.
Of course.
So, since she or me won't text, so I guess the phone has no reason to be turned on.
I'll be going to work without my phone.
Anything just come to me at Parkson okay?
So, as I expected, we won't be getting along soon enough.
But hey, that's what I get for being a dumbass right? yeah...
Since I won't contact her anymore, here's a song from me to her as an apology and to show how much I need her and love her.
Enjoy.

Here I go!
Scream my lungs out trying to get to you!
You are MY only ONE!

Where did the love go?

I'm just sad right now thinking back things we did together.
Times we've spent on.
Musics we shared.
Our anniversary music.
And no, I'm not trying to put those great things on her (because she always said that).
The love has gone day by day.
The thing is, I need attention like she used to give me back on the old days.
Now she's out with her friends and what do I have?
My motorcycle. What else?
Anyway, here's our song to you guys.
This song speaks for me.
It's all I ever wanted.
And this 3rd of July is our 9 months anniversary.
Just saying.
Probably she has forgotten about that.

I just did something stupid

Hey guuuuuyyzzzz!!
Over-excited a bit. heheh.
Anyway, I just got back from riding my bike just now.
Look at the time please. heheh.
Anyway, would you believe me if I say that I rode my bike, chased two Perodua Viva all the way from Sg Petani to Penang Island just to annoy my gf?
Guess what?
Believe it.
Yeap.
That proves me I'm crayzaayyyyy!!
Yup.
First I asked her where she's going.
She said she's going to Penang with her college buddies (two cars).
So then I asked again where's she and she said on the highway.
Guess what I said to her?
"See you there."
Hahah!
Guess what?
I really did!
Well, I only went to the Island and I turned back near my bro's apartment and stopped at Bagan Ajam for a while.
Then head straight back to home.
And now,as I'm writing this, I'm fighting with my gf about her going to Penang.
Yeah.
Anyway, if you're reading this honey, I just showed you how crazy in love I am with you.
I'd do anything to get to you.
I'd come for you, no one but you (Nickelback).
I just proved all that to you.
I don't need to do any metaphors anymore.

I've been thinking.....

Hey guys.
Quick update.
I just got a job at Parkson Taman Sejati (do come and see me) and I'll be starting on this Friday.
Friday~ Friday~ Gettin' on Friday~!
Okay, serious, serious.
I'll be working on the baby department and next month is their promotion month so, I'll be down below doing my job.
Okay, to the newly weds and expecting a baby soon, do come to me!
heheh

Anyway, one more thing, just to express myself.
Okay, eventhough I'm not working we rarely contact each other, guess we won't contacting each other next month.
See ya.

Penang trip and near death experience

Hey guys!
Sorry for the late update.
Yesterday, me and my buddy, Amer, went for a trip to Penang.
Yeah.
It all started went I was fast asleep.
I was woke up by my brother because he said somebody came to see me.
Of course when I just woke up means I didn't took a bath yet.
So, don't ask!
Anyway, he asked me, "Do you wanna go?" (in Malay of course).
I asked where to and he said, "Penang."
I was like, "hmmm........'
I told him I got no money but got enough just to fill up the gas.
So, he told me he only have that kind of money too.
So, I rushed back up and took a shower, brush my teeth, shave, wait, do I have to tell this?
Anyway, the journey started after we fill up our gas at Caltex Taman Sejati at around 11 a.m.
We arrived at Penang at....I don't know.
I didn't look at my watch.
So, we go around the island and I mean really around the island.
Got into a near death experience.
What happened was, I lost my concentration because another group of bikers we're waving at me causing me to look at them and not knowing there's a big chunk of divider and a massive cliff over it.
Besides the divider, there's some sands on the road near it and my rear wheel got caught in the sand and I lost my wheel causing it to slide left and right.
I managed to avoid getting the front tire into the sands.
Good thing the nearest car was about 50 meters from me and I had to stop on the oncoming lane after the incident, a bus came right after that.
Anyway, I'm safe and sound right now.
Talk about some major experience huh?
After a while, we stopped to get a drink.
We stopped at a road side restaurant.
I don't remember the name but it was cheap, highly recommend going there next time.
Then we stopped at a hill.
I don't know where it was but it has some b-e-a-utiful scenery.
Then, we headed straight to home.
Here's the video of the trip.
It's short, I know.
Should have made a longer one.

My type of girl

Hey guys.
Today, or tonight....well it's about 12.45 a.m now so it's today.
So, today I'm gonna tell you guys my favorite type of girl.
I always tell people about this but not in detail.
Now, it's all about DETAIL people! yarrgh!!

Okay, first, type of that I like, ok, I'm not gonna be that good guy that 'PRETENDS' to love solehah girls wearing scarf, covering their aurats and such in here okay?
I'm going straight to da pointaaahh!!

First, yeah I really do like those type of girls. They put a smile on my face when seeing them wearing it. Actually, the REAL of that type gives the smile. Hypocrite, not really. The only reason that I like this type of girls is because there's not much of them that is left on earth. Also, I think they're cute. That's all.

Second, their behavior. I like girl that is naughty in the mean time soft and cuddly. It's like 2 person in one body. I'm a very sensitive person so when I got mad words can't put me into calm state. Only action does. And it's a hug. I prefer hugs than words because...I don't know. I don't hug that much I guess. Also, I like to cuddle. Seriously. It makes me feel calm and more gentle to the girl. By naughty I don't mean sex kind of naughty. Naughty in a way that sometimes she always play with me, joking with me, pull some pranks (no evil pranks please) on me or with me, might do some rough things with me, or might ride a superbike by herself. It would be awesome!

Third, I like girls that comes to me and not me going to them. I know it sounds weird and kinda vain but, I like it like that. Not OBSESS! But, something else. I forgot the word already. I want her to come to me. When she cry, I don't have to open my arms to take her to my hugs, she just came to me and just be on my shoulder while I be a hero (well not really). Next, when she know I was nearby, she would quickly look for me and come to me eventhough we are not on the same floor.

Forth, I like simple girls. With these combinations, I think it's almost perfect. Do I have to explain what or how simple? Okay, I guess I have to. By simple I mean the things she did to me or herself. Like cooking, picking up clothes, fashion, make up (better without make up) and such. Why I like simple things? Because I hate complication. It just makes me crayyzeehhh!!

Okay, I have to stop for now.
I'll continue next time.

See ya.