Crushing down

I stand there watching my world came crushing down one bye one.

I couldn't do anything to it cause I'm weak and helpless.

I lay down my head and think for what I've done.

I cry as my world is going for a disaster.

I watch as my friends and families bashed on me.

I listen as my hobbies and interests go away.

I let my tears running down my cheek as I saw my loved one go.

I couldn't anything even when I try.

Fixing all these makes me weaker and weaker.

As there is no one else stands behind me.

I used to be loved and I used to love and I still do.

I couldn't let my hand loosen it's grip for the one I love.

Yet, I can only watch as she walks away.

My friends and families couldn't understand me.

All they ever say was "There is someone better".

How could I find someone better when she was the best for me?

My heart chose her.

My brain agrees.

All I ever wanted is to have her back.

Even if I die trying.

I'd do anything to have the one I love.

Even if it takes eternity.

That's how much I love you Intan Norhasyimah.

Only god knows how much it is.