My future life

Hey guys!
I'm back again.
So, lately I've been thinking about my future life.
In 10 years what I'll be doing.
What kind of jobs I'm in.
Who will be my wife.
How many kids.
Could I handle my kids.
And other stuffs.
I've been thinking a lot.
And most of the thoughts were not POSITIVE.
So, yeah.
With the condition I'm in right now, I don't know what to think.
Since my dad won't allow me to study in automotive, I don't think I'll be going anywhere.
Maybe I'll keep on working as 'ABANG KANTIN' at SK Taman Nilam.
With RM90 a week.
Maybe I won't be able to work, marry, study or everything else.
Well, I could see it now.
In 10 more years, I'll be.........'PAKCIK KANTIN'!!