Cried

Hey guys.
Every man has a soft spot in himself.
So am I.
Last night before going to sleep, I imagined what would it be in the future.
I saw myself working at a cafeteria and mopping the floor while everybody looking down at me.
I saw my gf embarrassed because I was working at the university she's studying in.
I burst into tears for almost 1 hour because of that.
I was just so sad in this condition.

Stressed out

Hey guys.
Yeah.
I'm all stressed out right now.
Have been thinking about what I'm gonna do next.
Since I missed the appointment for Institut Kemahiran Langkasuka, there's no other place for me to go.
And most of my friends got into universities already.
Some in college and some in other places.
The truth is, I'm really, really jealous of them.
Seeing them preparing to be in a whole new life.
Campus life.
The life that I always dream for.
Well, maybe it will only stay as a dream.
Seriously, seeing them buying new stuffs like laptops, clothes, shoes and such.
Seeing them doing all that thing made me feel really jealous.
Damn jealous.
Not just jealous but sad too.
How could my parents stopped me from chasing my dreams?
They think they're my parents, they could do anything in my life?
Well, fuck!
I hate those kinds of parents!
Shit loads of shits!!

Girlfriend's blog

Hey guys.
Just a short update.
Just wanna tell you guys that my gf has finally got a blog.

here it is:

http://ontredemasye.blogspot.com

Don't forget to follow her and I'll see you guys later.

The Final Jam

Hey guys.
Today, my girlfriend and her girlfriends had a final jam.
I joined too.
We had fun because we have to because it was a final jam.
We played songs like Lady Gaga - Bad Romance, Bruna Mars - Grenade , Fireworks(i don't know the artist).

We jammed for 2 hours at Mirabilis , Laguna Merbok.
The girls are the one who had fun the most.
Because I'm the only guy there.
Haha!

Anyway, that was my first time playing drums when jamming.
I could see that I'm improving.
Hope to be better next time.

Dear Dad

You're an idiot!

Oh, hey guys.
I know.
I'm mad at my dad, AGAIN.
Why?
Okay, first, he recommended that I go to the Institut Kemahiran Langkasuka in Gurun, Kedah.
Then, I have been selected to be in the institute.
But, my dad didn't let me go there.
What the fuck dad?
Seriously.
I've been chasing my dreams to be an engine designer,other than being motorcycle racer, and you didn't let me fulfill it?
Seriously dad?
This is MY future.
My DREAMS.
What I WANT.
What kind of parents that wouldn't want their kids to achieve their ambition?
The failed ones!
SHIT!
I've always wanted to learn about engines and now I got the chance to do so.
My dad wouldn't let me!!!!
FFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCKKKK!!!!

Mercedes Benz

Hey guys!
Today I went to the Mercedes Benz at Bukit Mertajam for the interview.
Actually my interview is tomorrow because they're giving priorities to those who came from far away like Perlis etc,etc.
I passed the test.
They gave us 6 tests.
MTVT,Figure,Drawing,Math,English and Wire bending (we have to bend the wire according to the image they gave).

I was really afraid that I would fail the math test because, you know, I'm not good in math.
But, it really surprises me when they called my name which is qualified for the interview.
HAHA!
But I'm confused because if I got into this apprentice thing, it is really hard and strict.
If I got into it and want to drop out, I have to pay RM90, 000.
YES! 90K!
So, right now I'm pretty confused.

First Interview

Hey guys!
Sorry for not posting new updates for a long time.
I've been busy. (He's lying. He just don't have any idea to write.[My evil side])

This week I'm gonna have some Interviews.
I've done one this Thursday I got one more.
The first interview was kinda weird.
It was my first interview ever.
Here's the dialog between me and the interviewer.

Interviewer:Assalamualaikum.
Me:Waalaikumsalam.
Interviewer:Dulu adik sekolah Teknik ka?
Me:Tak.
Interviewer:Dulu sekolah mana?
Me:Sekolah Bakar Arang.
Interviewer:Oh...Mai dengan sapa ni?
Me:Dengan ayah.
Interviewer:Oh...Mai dgn ayah kan?
*shakes my hand and...*
Interviewer:Nanti tunggu surat. Bukan surat confirm dapat la. Surat dapat ka tak lah.
Me:Okay okay.
Interviewer:Terima kasih. Assalamualaikum.
Me:Waalaikumsalam

Weird right?
I went out and told my dad about it.
He asked one of the staffs and she went to check what really happened.
My dad was afraid that my application was rejected.
She came out and told us that it is not and they will process it.
LOL!
I waited for the interview for like almost one hour and the interview didn't even last for 5 minutes.
HAHA!